Archive for the ‘Me’ Category

Light Posting

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

Just a reminder, my current circumstances do not afford me the time I need to write, nor the Internet access I need to collect material and post. I hope that will change, soon, but for now it’s out of my hands.

In The Lap of the Gods

Saturday, October 31st, 2009

I’m typing this on my new Toshiba laptop, a Satellite A505-S6980, which is running Windows 7.

Purchased from the Best Buy in Green Bay, WI. I undoubtably paid a premium, but frankly, I’ve never bought a laptop before, know absolutely nothing about them, and the saleslady who helped gave very good advice. I didn’t have to wait for delivery, and I got an extended service plan which covers me when I spill a drink into the keyboard or break the screen.

I also plumped for the Microsoft Home & Student version of Office, which was only $70 to permanently license the pre-installed trial version.

I’m probably going to go ahead and get the Pro version, because I need to be able to run Access. (Still far and away the most flexible and powerful database design tool I’ve tried. It might not be what I’d choose for a high-performance enterprise solution, but for my needs, it works great.) That’ll be $250 to upgrade at Amazon.

At 2.2 GHz dual core, with 4GB memory, it’s more powerful than my desktop, running Ubuntu.

Still getting used to the keyboard.

Still getting used to the touchpad. I hate touchpads, and was hoping for a clit-mouse, but didn’t see one.

I wish the display lid was a little stiffer; it flexes too easily and feels flimsy.

Win7 is pretty nice, actually, although there’s a couple of things that I haven’t figured out how to do yet. (No easy right-click way to put up a new wall-paper, for instance. Yes, I see how to do it, it’s just not quite as convenient. It seems you can’t set the display behavior of particular folders as you could in Win XP; if there’s no workaround, that’s bad. I can’t get the Details view to show me a column listing the number of files in each subfolder.)

Again, there’s probably fixes for all this; I just haven’t found them yet. And it looks like there are other cool features as well to compensate.


I don’t often drop more than a thousand bucks at a throw, and it was hungry work. I pigged out at Grazies, a local Italian place. Their “ITALIAN SAUSAGE FETTUCCINE” was perfectly spiced, excellent flavor embellished with a touch of heat. I ate too much, and didn’t have enough room for as much of their “WOOD-FIRED APPLE CRISP COBBLER” as I would have liked, but managed to stop myself soon enough to have a good lunch-sized serving to bring home.

My waitress mostly stayed out of my way and let me enjoy my food without the intrusive chatter and false friendliness that’s so common. Instead, she simply paid attention, and delivered what I wanted when I wanted it.

If you’re in Green Bay, highly recommended.


Oh, and FTC?

It’s none of your fucking business whether I got anything from Toshiba, Best Buy, Microsoft, or Grazies to write this little review, so eat my perfectly-seasoned shit and die in slow writhing agony.

A Word of Advice, Howard

Thursday, October 1st, 2009

They’ll yield faster on Lover’s Lane if you learn to undo the clasps in back.

Yield Sign at Howard and Bralick Way

Yield Sign at Howard Lane and Bralick Way


[Second in my series of cheap double-entendre road sign photos. Yes, I understand I am perpetrating jokes which have been told by every freshman high school boy in town since these signs were, ahem, erected. And, yes, the sign really does say "Howard Lane". I'll take a better picture on the next sunny day. I wonder if the drivers going by as I point my camera shake their heads at my obvious newbiehood.]

Hustlin’ and Bustlin’

Sunday, September 27th, 2009

LogAndCream002sq450jIntersection of Logtown and Cream City, Wisconsin.

[Note: Not associated with Milwaukee, which is far, far away. There are actually are a few buildings in this Cream City.]

Mandatory Sporadic

Saturday, September 5th, 2009

I’ll only be able to post sporadically for the next month or two, possibly only on weekends.

I apologize to all those who can no more start their day without my golden words than they could without coffee.

There’s nothing like a good hot pot of coffee to get you going in the morning. Sure, I’ve tried other enemas….

— Emo Phillips


From the If Anybody Really Cares Department:

WordPress sometimes counts more comments than I can see posted. On the other hand, when I make a comment on such a post, it doesn’t always bump the counter. I’ll investigate when I have time. For now, if you’ve commented and I haven’t replied, I may not have seen your post, or I may have replied but the count didn’t bump.

I’d very much appreciate if readers would tell me if they’ve noticed this happening, or if you’ve tried to comment, but your comment has not appeared.

Crazy

Saturday, June 20th, 2009

I was standing in the grocery story checkout line when I smelled…cat box. For some reason, I thought it was me, for a moment, then noticed the woman behind me had two bags of cat food on the conveyor belt.

Her faded denim dress had heavy yellow stains on it.

She was, apparently, the first crazy cat lady I’ve ever met personally.

She caught my eye for a moment, and I think she knew I’d noticed the stains, and that “crazy cat lady” was in my mind. She looked resigned, maybe pleading, just a little: “But… I’m not really that bad. Please don’t write me off as a non-person.”

I’m trying not to, but I can’t help myself. I’m no neat freak, ask anybody who knows me; but I can’t remember ever once wearing clothing with multiple cat urine stains on it.

Still: there, but for the grace of the guy asleep at the switch….

Hard Row

Tuesday, June 16th, 2009

Sometimes, you work hard enough that even though the result is boring, you want people to see how hard you worked.

I’m trying to dress up the space in front of my front porch. Probably futile, because a) It’s in deep shade and b) It floods if the gutters overflow.

So what I have, essentially, are two strips of dirt right at the edge of the slab, under the eaves. All the nutrients have been leeched out, and the remaining clay has packed itself down to just short of sedimentary rock.

First thing to do, then was to dig out a nice deep trench. (Eight inch concrete block for scale; the light-colored band at the top of the slab shows the level of the dirt before I started digging.)
About ten inches deep.

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“The Case for Working With Your Hands”

Saturday, May 23rd, 2009

Ooh, lots of good stuff here, such as:

A gifted young person who chooses to become a mechanic rather than to accumulate academic credentials is viewed as eccentric, if not self-destructive. There is a pervasive anxiety among parents that there is only one track to success for their children. It runs through a series of gates controlled by prestigious institutions. Further, there is wide use of drugs to medicate boys, especially, against their natural tendency toward action, the better to “keep things on track.” I taught briefly in a public high school and would have loved to have set up a Ritalin fogger in my classroom. It is a rare person, male or female, who is naturally inclined to sit still for 17 years in school, and then indefinitely at work.

Over the last few days, I have, among other things, re-shingled around the vent stack for my water heater, caulked the woodwork around my garage door, and pulled nails from scrap lumber. When I complete one of these little projects, I want to rip it out and do it over again, correctly, using what I learned doing it wrong the first time.

Or I could, you know, get a job doing that stuff day in and day out. Would I get bored doing stupid stuff like that?

I can’t remember the last time writing code, reinstalling Windows, or even building a computer, was this rewarding.

The trades suffer from low prestige, and I believe this is based on a simple mistake. Because the work is dirty, many people assume it is also stupid. This is not my experience. I have a small business as a motorcycle mechanic in Richmond, Va., which I started in 2002. I work on Japanese and European motorcycles, mostly older bikes with some “vintage” cachet that makes people willing to spend money on them. I have found the satisfactions of the work to be very much bound up with the intellectual challenges it presents. And yet my decision to go into this line of work is a choice that seems to perplex many people.

I spent the winter tearing down an old Honda motorcycle and rebuilding it. The physicality of it, and the clear specificity of what the project required of me, was a balm.

The escalating demand for academic credentials in the job market gives the impression of an ever-more-knowledgeable society, whose members perform cognitive feats their unschooled parents could scarcely conceive of. On paper, my abstracting job, multiplied a millionfold, is precisely what puts the futurologist in a rapture: we are getting to be so smart! Yet my M.A. obscures a more real stupidification of the work I secured with that credential, and a wage to match. When I first got the degree, I felt as if I had been inducted to a certain order of society. But despite the beautiful ties I wore, it turned out to be a more proletarian existence than I had known as an electrician. In that job I had made quite a bit more money. I also felt free and active, rather than confined and stultified.

The visceral experience of failure seems to have been edited out of the career trajectories of gifted students. It stands to reason, then, that those who end up making big decisions that affect all of us don’t seem to have much sense of their own fallibility, and of how badly things can go wrong even with the best of intentions…. In the boardrooms of Wall Street and the corridors of Pennsylvania Avenue, I don’t think you’ll see a yellow sign that says “Think Safety!” as you do on job sites and in many repair shops, no doubt because those who sit on the swivel chairs tend to live remote from the consequences of the decisions they make. Why not encourage gifted students to learn a trade, if only in the summers, so that their fingers will be crushed once or twice before they go on to run the country?

There is good reason to suppose that responsibility has to be installed in the foundation of your mental equipment — at the level of perception and habit. There is an ethic of paying attention that develops in the trades through hard experience. It inflects your perception of the world and your habitual responses to it. This is due to the immediate feedback you get from material objects and to the fact that the work is typically situated in face-to-face interactions between tradesman and customer.

[Emphasis mine.]

I am shocked to find that many supposedly educated people have not read Pirsig’s Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, which touches on many of these same ideas, only from a slightly different angle.

I can’t help adding that knowing how to fix a faucet, patch a roof, or wire a two switch lighting circuit significantly adds to your self-sufficiency. I get a little thrill every time I turn on the ceiling lights in my house because I, personally, wired them up — and I will testify that my work is often better than what’s done by the pros. I’m a lot slower than they are, but my quality is far higher.

And I am not afraid to rip my work out and do it over if it has a problem. I’ve learned a very great deal that way.

Knowing That You’re Alive

Wednesday, May 20th, 2009

Chanda commented on my post below, Dialog, and made some excellent points. I am pressed for time, and wanted to quickly let her know that, despite that post, I agreed with much of what she was saying. I’ve decided to make my reply to her comment a stand alone post.

Chanda, Dialog is actually the first step in what I hope will be a longer… meditation… on belief, faith, and what I can only describe as “our place in the world”.

One of the things I most want to talk about is the traditional assertion that science isn’t about right and wrong, good and evil, ethics, morals, or even beauty and ugliness. It’s certainly not about comfort in a time of loss and grief. Those principles, of course, are exactly what religion is about, and should be about.

And yet jihadists on both sides continually violate this demarcation. Religious folks keep trying to use their scriptures as biology textbooks (the subject of Dialog), while the Very Scientific keep trying to claim moral authority while denying that such things as morals even exists (and that post has yet to be written).

There are such things as good and evil, and the old religions were founded by people who knew them in practical, daily, life and death intimacy, as a part of a hard-scrabble existence very few people on Earth today can even imagine.

Death was a constant presence in their lives, and they desperately needed what comfort they could find, just to get up when the sun rose in its unthinking, pitiless might over their desert homes, get up and do what had to be done to not die themselves that very day.

Nevertheless, they valued their lives greatly, took great joy and pleasure in living, and most of all, knew they were alive, knew that they were different from the beasts they herded, the plants they cultivated, different indeed from the ancient rocks surrounding them. And at the time, that was an enormous insight, a huge leap in understanding that underlies all scientific exploration.

When we read the old texts and scriptures, what we know now casts what they were only then understanding for the very first time in a very unfavorable shadow. It is easy to laugh at the mistakes and ignorance, even easier to neglect their hard-won wisdom, and to think that we are advanced enough, adult enough, that we no longer need the comfort they offer.

All this is by way of saying, Dialog only has to do with extension of religion into realms where it does not belong, very specifically the dogma of Creationism as a legitimate aspect of biology. It was not meant to attack religion generally, nor to deny anyone the refuge and comfort religion offers (although I look for the day when that comfort need not be founded on a false hope).

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In fact, one of the biggest problems I have with Creationism is exactly that distracts everyone, proponents and critics alike, from the very real wisdom the scriptures have to offer.
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This is not a full answer to your comment, not remotely a full exploration of the vague structure slowly taking shape in my mind. It’s not even an outline.

It’s just vague pointer in the direction I want to go.


I agree with you about Myers’ stridency. I wish he could let it go, but the fact is, he is attacking an ongoing movement amongst religious conservatives which is at least as strident, and which seriously distracts them and discredits their legitimate points. He remains an important daily read for me precisely because my politics differs from his, and I therefore visit many sites whose contributors are religious, and who do strive to discredit the idea of evolution. I’m not just reading his descriptions of these people; I read them as primary sources, and I need him to keep my balance.

Owie

Tuesday, May 12th, 2009

A tooth crumbled. It didn’t really hurt, but I could tell it was going to, so I called my dentist.

He had a slot open this afternoon, so I got right in, and started a root canal.

So I’m kind of out of commission for a day or two, until the pain meds stop making me stupid.

Incidentally, I highly recommend Dr. Steve Nguyen at Grant Family Dentist in Cypress, TX. Nice guy, quick, efficient, competent, as painless as it gets.